返回信息流I won't go home, on the one hand, I am gonna study, and on the other, I am not a filial daughter. I can not bring laughter and happiness to my parents, even sometimes I can not express my joyfulness. When I lie on the bed, I remind of my past, parting with my parents when I was very young and saw them again at 8. Perhaps I am still so harsh on mother's love that I hurt them, perhaps it continues since I remember. I speak out not for blaming everyone but my regret of past waste time having not got along well with them. Some even say that pain is in itself an evil, and, indeed without exception, the only evil. But I can't for it is hard for me to learn that again nowadays. You could say never late for learning, but I really feel tired.
The experience makes me never dare forget about the torment that I often think passively when it should be happy. Sometimes I benefit from the passive thinking, and sometimes not. The habit always like this. But I am an optimistic girl even at my worst. I looks full of contradictions. So I consider that everybody is different from others and only the one himself is the architect of his own fortune.
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